Those Horrible DaysI hate these types of days. You feel worthless and like shit. THese days just seem to rip ar eveey good quality that you posses and tears them away from your memories. You just can't seem to see anything that is good. These days make you want to crawl into a tiny hole and disapear. These are the days that test your strength.Those Horrible Days
I personally hate these types of days beause they play and feed on you daekest doubts and feats. Not to mention that for those of us with depression it amplififes emotions until they are overwhelming. In some cases this can turn a small let down into a day or week ruiner. Therefore on these days I really hope
Why can't I seeWhy do I have to be this way?Why can't I see
To feel the way I feel. To want the strngths that others see in me. To be the inner person they see. That person is strong and always finds some plan to follow That person has courage and is above petty envy. THis person they see is smart, she doesn't care what they think. They see her as a real fire buring deep within her. THis is not the me I see, the real me. The strength nonexistant and her faith doesn't show. HEr emotions are wild and out of control. She has little self esteem or faith in herself.
This person hides behind her mask that
mad as hell
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Vickums~*
-"Those eyes that fade from blue to grey.."
thanks...
I feel stupid.
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I have no clue what to type so I typed this.
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